February 8th, 2001

Ceci n'est pas une personne.

Fuck me, oh so gently, with a chainsaw...

Once again, my own incompitence has made me let everyone down. I am so stressed right now, it's hard to type. I just want to pace the room and break things, mostly me...

"Buy the sky and sell the sky
And lift your arms up to the sky
And ask the sky and ask the sky
Don't fall on me"

I must resist the thought you kissed
The truth you've somehow turned around
I must resist your soft warm fist
The pounding of a lonely sound
You as thin as rain
And me
I wear my heart
Like a red stain
I fear that I am not enough for you
I just don't measure up
I fear this constant condition
My strange strangelove addiction
-- Strangelove Addiction by Supreme Beings of Leisure
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