June 10th, 2003

Ceci n'est pas une personne.

(no subject)

Five details about you...

  • I just took a shower.
  • I am typing this naked.
  • I am hungery.
  • I still need to shave.
  • I look hot typing at a computer naked.

Five details about your appearance right now...

  • I am moist.
  • I have chest hair.
  • I am wearing glasses.
  • I would make a good accessory to be worn to all social functions.
  • I look hot typing at the computer naked.

Five things you did today

  • Took a shower.
  • Let the dog out.
  • Went to the restroom.
  • read Live Jounral.
  • Typed at the computer, while naked and looking hot.

Five memorable things that happened in the last year...

  • Went to Scotland.
  • Lost my job.
  • Moved to Portland.
  • Got dumped.
  • Went to Seattle.

Five things that everyone should know about you...

  • I am tall.
  • I have chest hair.
  • I am hugery.
  • I am single.
  • I look hot when typing at the computer naked.

Five things that make you happy...

  • Travel.
  • Having a job.
  • Having a home of my own.
  • Being loved.
  • Looking hot while typing on the computer naked.

Five people who mean a lot to you...

five things that disgust you

  • Cruelity to people (e.g., ljconfessional2)
  • Abusive behavior toward animals.
  • Excessive ad's during the last half hour of a movie on TV.
  • George W. Bush.
  • Needless war.

Five things that impress you...

  • Inteligence
  • Passion
  • Compassion
  • creativity
  • Energy

Five things that don't impress you...

  • Egos
  • Elitism
  • putting down other people.
  • George W. Bush
  • Holier-than-thou types.

Five things you can't live without

  • Oxygen
  • Food
  • Water
  • Love
  • Physical contact/interaction

Five things you'll do when you complete this...

  • Breath
  • Eat
  • Drink
  • Make funny faces.
  • Look hot while sitting at the computer naked.

Five things you feel right now...

  • Hungery
  • Thirsty
  • awake
  • lonely
  • sexy, from looking so hot while sitting at the computer naked.
Ceci n'est pas une personne.

(no subject)


  1. What are 3 things that most people don't know about you?
    Ummm... I'm not sure. I have no clue how people see me

  2. What keeps you up at night?
    Stress of having bills and no job. And feeling like I have failed, and that is why I am alone.

  3. What personal attribute do you most pride yourself on?
    A sense of humour, and the ability to laugh at myself.

  4. If you could do any 3 things, without repercussions, what would they be?

    1. I would steal a Cannon D1s, and all the available EOS lenses.
    2. I would become a dictator of my own South American country.
    3. I would buy all of Northern California and create a commune for me and my friends to live in, and turn the rest into a wildlife/nature preserve.
Ceci n'est pas une personne.

(no subject)

last car ride: Taking the mower to the repair place.last good cry: a few days ago.
last library book checked out: Catcher and the Rye.
last movie seen: Something I ignored on the train.
last book read: A book on northern hemisphere astronomy. Basicly a guide to what constilations/galaxies/stars/star-clusters/nebulas are where.
last cuss word said: smeghead
last beverage drank: water
last food consumed: turkey sandwich
last crush: Heather
last phone call: telemarketer
last tv show watched: CNN
last time showered: this morning.
last shoes worn: my boots.
last cd played: Some shamanistic electronic trance compilation.
last item bought: Mountain Dew.
last downloaded: Some Red Dwarf episodes.
last annoyance: The dog demanding any and all attention I might or might not have the patience to give.
last disappointment: singleness.
last soda drank: Mountain Dew on the train.
last thing written: Some survey.
last word spoken: "What do you want?!?!?" (to the dog)
last cigarette: A year ago, I think. To show someone what it looks like when you blow NO2 out a cigarette.
last sleep: last night, till about 7am.
last im: Elena a couple minutes ago.
last ice cream eaten: Does the addictively yummy Coffee Oreo shake at Tully's count?
last time amused: At some point this morning.
last time wanting to die: Don't know.
last time hugged: Sunday.
last time scolded: Full on scolding, or parental passive agressive reminding?
last time resentful: Daily.
last shirt worn: Not counting the one I have on, my Sandman t-shirt.
last webpage visited: LiveJournal! Aw Yeah!!!!
Ceci n'est pas une personne.

(no subject)

You never think you will be the one. That you are some how immune. I used to be just like you. Awash in innocence. But that has all changed.

I knew there were a lot of problems with addiction in Seattle. People hooked on one thing or another. But I never thought that it would affect me. That I would be snared. Entrapped. Made a slave to desire.

Even less did I know a friend would do this to me. Someone I trusted.

Oh, how I was mistaken. The misery that I now know.

Damn you, skrape! Damn you and your innocent looking, but highly addictive Coffee Oreo milk shakes!!!! I need one NOW!